Writing
Necesito escribir porque mi mente está revuelto y no sé cómo ni no tengo a alguien con quien puedo exprimir lo que necesito. Me gradué en el mayo que acaba de pasar y todavía estoy aquí en RI. Pienso que tengo la razón por qué, pero en realidad, no la tengo.
In the last couple of years I have met some people who I've started to become very close with .. or so I thought. Tonight seems different though. I feel like I'm still here waiting for something, although in the end nothing is coming. All of my college friends that I made seem to have been just for that. Now that I've graduated, it seems that I have lost most of my "friends". To those that have remained I seem to cling onto and almost overwhelm them with me and maybe push them away?
Mais, comme j'ai déjà dit, mon esprit est tout désordonné. Peut-être c'est la raison pour laquelle j'écris en langues différents. Je ne peux pas clarifier mes idées, mais, peut-être je peux les écrire tous désordonnées et après je peux trouver comment je me sens.
It's been just about two years (sometime in the next week or so) since it started. I couldn't ask for anything more. Not sure what it was at first 2 years ago, but couldn't ask for anything better now. I just hate the fact that it always seems secret .. but like I said, I'm happy and couldn't ask for anything better --> Toujours il y a ces trois mots que je veux lui dire .. mais je n'ai pas le courage .. et ne j'ai peur de sa réaction. Mais je peux le dire ici .. je l'aime :)
Voglio dire più.. ma c'è troppo... Non so come.
In the last couple of years I have met some people who I've started to become very close with .. or so I thought. Tonight seems different though. I feel like I'm still here waiting for something, although in the end nothing is coming. All of my college friends that I made seem to have been just for that. Now that I've graduated, it seems that I have lost most of my "friends". To those that have remained I seem to cling onto and almost overwhelm them with me and maybe push them away?
Mais, comme j'ai déjà dit, mon esprit est tout désordonné. Peut-être c'est la raison pour laquelle j'écris en langues différents. Je ne peux pas clarifier mes idées, mais, peut-être je peux les écrire tous désordonnées et après je peux trouver comment je me sens.
It's been just about two years (sometime in the next week or so) since it started. I couldn't ask for anything more. Not sure what it was at first 2 years ago, but couldn't ask for anything better now. I just hate the fact that it always seems secret .. but like I said, I'm happy and couldn't ask for anything better --> Toujours il y a ces trois mots que je veux lui dire .. mais je n'ai pas le courage .. et ne j'ai peur de sa réaction. Mais je peux le dire ici .. je l'aime :)
Voglio dire più.. ma c'è troppo... Non so come.