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Heya...
Today after school we are walking to Megs house and we are going to do some fun things...=) Then tommorrow I am going to Joshs beach getty together thingy = NO SCHOOL = FUN! We shall have a nice time=)
The days seem to just go by really slowly like a blur lately.... I mean Im in it and I know its happening but I just dont see it happening feel it happening or even believe its happening...I always have my mind on somehting else and I dont know my life just seems off track lately...As if I was in a dream...But one that I dont want to be in...
And I know that I have loved ones and those who understnad and listen to me and help me thourgh everything but I know no body can make this paticular subject or moment in my life better....I have to do it myself in my own time...And I think that a big part of it would go away if I could just one day (Hopefully Soon) have somebody special to share my life with....I think I am ready to have a nice relationship but it just wont come to me...
But so far I have just found *ones*...They arent meaningless of course....But definetly not that special one....And Im just trying to live life and I have been laerning alot...And everything is all so unexplainable in words...But SO clear in my head and feelings...I wish I could explain a little better what I feel...
I guess just let one thing happen at a time...*There is a Time For Everything*
-Debbie-