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so...I'm suppose to have a makeout date tonight with a certain boy..BUT I don't get that tingling feelings whenever I see him. I don't care about him in that way, I love him only as a friend and a very good friend that is. So I don't think I'm going through with it. It'll only make me feel dirty and cheap. I've felt like that too many times before and its not fun. I saw this boy for the first time last week since 10a broke up...he gave me the most amazing hug, but like I said...I have this thing that I can't kiss anyone that I don't feel a connection with. I know I know...that makes me totally lame or whatnot. I'm sorry. Whatever.