it takes two to tango.

[debusen]

my "friends" change their minds on me.
all the time.
and i'm supposed to be cool with that.
i need to stop counting on people.
but why?
my friends can count on me. always.
that's why they're my friends.
yet when i'd like to count on them..
it's like russian roulette.
it just begs the question.
do they care? am i just bothering them?
i sacrifice and put effort on keeping my word
my word to my friends
yet when the time comes for them to the same with me
they have other stuff to do
that sucks.
they suck.
or maybe i suck and that's a way of them telling me.
i dunno.
i'm confused.

to those of u who change their minds, their plans
who don't keep your promises
who lie
who hide stuff to your supposed friends...

screw you.

amen.

uugh. i had to get that one out of my chest.
if u feel touched by this, that's fine. that's the idea. mwhehehe.