Friends
I sit here thinking about my life sense I divorced my first husband. I thought I had found some really great people .... people that would be in my life forever. I never thought they would disappoint me. See you have to understand when I let someone into my life they are in there forever... unconditionally. However I can only stand to be walked on so much. To have someone you trusted, you would have taken a bat to the head for... completely dismiss you not even try to iron things out... not keep in touch with you or even be there for you .... is heart wrenching. I have had a lot to deal with in the past year... but sitting here today rehashing everything made me come to the realization that these type of people are the ones I have been trying to avoid... I will not sell myself short.. or feel bad because they have chosen a different path that I don't agree with... I only know that someday this person will come into contact with me and my heart will be cold.... as if they never had a place in it.