i can hardly breathe without you around
i spent the night with the fab four. <3 al, steph, stacy et moi ! honestly. as much as they get on my nerves i love them to pieces. just the four of us tonight made me so super happy. i made a best friends wall with pics of us:):)
and ontop of that jay was with us:):)
then after the girls left me and jay just sat and talked until.. well now. 2 am.
he is going to a party tomorrow just because i'm going !! tonight he opened doors for me .. :) and he taped american idol.. the only one i actually wanted to see and i was devestated because i wasnt going to see it !
he's amazing.
we talked about jess and mitch again today ! i love it because we're so completly over it that we can talk about it.
i think he's still a little bit torn up ! but i mean i kinda am too ! so i dont blame him !!
i wrote the most amazing thing i think ! i posted it as a blog on my myspace, called everything i hate to admitt. you should seriously check it out if you want a good read.
i think i'm starting to really fall for jay! maybe something will progress bigger at this party tomrorow if i get out of work at a decent hour. which i really really hope will happen. it would be great to get something brewing! i think he likes me too but then it could be just misleading... and i don't want to ruin our friendship!
but i mean, the little things are adding up !
but then again, who am i for calling the judgement on what signals are flirtacious. i'm horrible.
i'm actually really depressed that i'm not spending a night with tanya for her birthday.
my rooms incredible. it's just so chill. i love it up here. ;) i keep hearing a weird creaking though ! it's bothering me.
i work 11-3.. 445-? tomorrow. i should pry sleep !!!
i'm thinkin bout jay tho !
i hate infatuation.
it completly screws up my focus.
jay is brillant, his average throughout all of highschool was 93. wow. he told me he took like geometry, calcus, chemistry, physics, data management, philosophy, computer programming, economics.. hahaha i was like WOW ! i pry wouldn't have gotten into university with my marks if i took those classes and here he is on full scholarships to MCMASTER ENGINEERING !!! the kids got a future.<
maybe i can be part of it.
i'm pretty happy.
deb
and ontop of that jay was with us:):)
then after the girls left me and jay just sat and talked until.. well now. 2 am.
he is going to a party tomorrow just because i'm going !! tonight he opened doors for me .. :) and he taped american idol.. the only one i actually wanted to see and i was devestated because i wasnt going to see it !
he's amazing.
we talked about jess and mitch again today ! i love it because we're so completly over it that we can talk about it.
i think he's still a little bit torn up ! but i mean i kinda am too ! so i dont blame him !!
i wrote the most amazing thing i think ! i posted it as a blog on my myspace, called everything i hate to admitt. you should seriously check it out if you want a good read.
i think i'm starting to really fall for jay! maybe something will progress bigger at this party tomrorow if i get out of work at a decent hour. which i really really hope will happen. it would be great to get something brewing! i think he likes me too but then it could be just misleading... and i don't want to ruin our friendship!
but i mean, the little things are adding up !
but then again, who am i for calling the judgement on what signals are flirtacious. i'm horrible.
i'm actually really depressed that i'm not spending a night with tanya for her birthday.
my rooms incredible. it's just so chill. i love it up here. ;) i keep hearing a weird creaking though ! it's bothering me.
i work 11-3.. 445-? tomorrow. i should pry sleep !!!
i'm thinkin bout jay tho !
i hate infatuation.
it completly screws up my focus.
jay is brillant, his average throughout all of highschool was 93. wow. he told me he took like geometry, calcus, chemistry, physics, data management, philosophy, computer programming, economics.. hahaha i was like WOW ! i pry wouldn't have gotten into university with my marks if i took those classes and here he is on full scholarships to MCMASTER ENGINEERING !!! the kids got a future.<
maybe i can be part of it.
i'm pretty happy.
deb