you get mo' ass than a toliet seat...
another morning, the sun is shining, the birds are chirping, my mom is awake making some sort of weirdly done concoction of the sort, and as it seems, i'm sitting at the computer wondering why in god's name i'm up at 9 oclock when i don't have to work till 4? *slaps forehead*
I experienced something new last night. You guess it.. I WAITRESSED for Boston Pizza. It was such a great time. I loved my fellow employees, I loved my guests, I loved the way things work, I love the management staff, I loved the uniform and how it stayed tucked in the entire night, and I loved that I work with my best friend since I was like 6. I see an amazing summer brewing ahead. <3
matt still isn't talking to me.
i've put my foot in my mouth too many times before. i don't think i ever got into a situation i couldn't fight and/or beg my way out of.
so this one, is basically eating away at me.
i'm the kinda person that just gets so excited about things, and in the process lose conception of who i am bringing down around me.
the worst part of it all, is that i am not deliberatly trying to bash these people. I actually like these people, I just get caught in the moment.
ultimate question remains as what do you do when someone you love [in a non-platonic way] finds a reason to not love you back and you want to change but you don't know how to change it?
i sit here, so happy that i sucessfully completed a shift that i didn't think i could do. and the only person i want to call is this fallen best friend. I know that he would be so proud of me. Unfourtunatly, it took me this long to realise how much it hurts when he's not around.
i suck.
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I experienced something new last night. You guess it.. I WAITRESSED for Boston Pizza. It was such a great time. I loved my fellow employees, I loved my guests, I loved the way things work, I love the management staff, I loved the uniform and how it stayed tucked in the entire night, and I loved that I work with my best friend since I was like 6. I see an amazing summer brewing ahead. <3
matt still isn't talking to me.
i've put my foot in my mouth too many times before. i don't think i ever got into a situation i couldn't fight and/or beg my way out of.
so this one, is basically eating away at me.
i'm the kinda person that just gets so excited about things, and in the process lose conception of who i am bringing down around me.
the worst part of it all, is that i am not deliberatly trying to bash these people. I actually like these people, I just get caught in the moment.
ultimate question remains as what do you do when someone you love [in a non-platonic way] finds a reason to not love you back and you want to change but you don't know how to change it?
i sit here, so happy that i sucessfully completed a shift that i didn't think i could do. and the only person i want to call is this fallen best friend. I know that he would be so proud of me. Unfourtunatly, it took me this long to realise how much it hurts when he's not around.
i suck.
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