.. don't bother, i'll be fine.

Dec 21, 2005 12:16

i think i've hit the last straw,
i've decided that i am one of those girls that are in the movies, you know the one that EVERYTHING bad happens to them and then at the end of the movie they marry the guy they've always wanted? except i don't get the guy i've always wanted, i just get all the hurt and the pain.. where is my fairytale ending?

i honestly don't know what was up with yesterday, i wasnt lying when i said it was the day from hell. literally, satan was there.. fire.. hitler.. ok so maybe i'm fibbing but.. it was bad. lets do a play by play.
1) i woke up to my dad full out yelling at me to get out of my bed at 6:45 " DEBBIE GET OUT OF THAT BED RIGHT NOW OR ELSE YOU ARE FIRED" .. oh the joys of living with your boss. he then ripped off the covers and poured a full glass of ice cold water down my NON-COVERED back.
2) i get to work, everything is cool. got my coffee. then i get a phone call from my mom REAMING ME out. " I NEED THE CAR" " Well mom, what exactly do you want me to do? there are two people in the office right now, ONE BEING MYSELF, and we have customers coming out of our asses?" so being the nice daughter i am, when i had to take a customer back to their house, i stopped off at home with my car and said mom get in the car and drive me back to the shop so u can have it. SHE TOOK MININUM 20 minutes to get in the car, and then when she got back in the car she yelled at me from the moment she got in it to the moment we got to the shop. so i... you know storm through the shop, and slam the door to my office.
3) then i get a call sayin that my 5 hour shift is just turning into a 10 hour shift and MY SISTER isn't coming into work because her and my brother in law BROKE UP? which means, no shopping for debby tonight because she was supposed to go with me.
4)so... as soon as i get home from work, i have to rush to STACYS HOUSE because i have to drive her dad to st catherines to get his new car. oh yes, i talked to mitch and he read my live journal (i am seriously getting myself into some trouble with this thing). the entire way to st catherines roddy was reaming otu stacy because of her phone bill.
5) on top of that i got lost on the way home and i was by myself, i get to the pen and my phone that wasn't working just needed to be switched over... and it was a simple 1 minute job.
6) i get home to some MORE reaming out of the mother, so i finally am just so fed up by this point that i get into my car and just drive, i drove around port colborne like 10 times and i was just like fuck it, i havent eaten all day. so i went to wendys and sat there by myself and ate my dinner.
7) i get home to find out that my plans with steph and stacy are now cancelled due to stephs "exhaustion" although i can't blame her, she had a rough day.
8) pete matty or beckee are not online. :(
9) i get a message from mike saying "hey deb, i dont want to make your day any worse, so i am just going to go to bed" --- i think it pry had somethin to do with the long ass email i wrote him about how i wasn't going to wait around for him any more and if he really wanted soemthing to happen then he would have to tell me upfront.
10) lauren messages me and tells me that "she needed me last night" and i wasn't there for her, although she was just playing around because she didn't realize my cell phone was shot to hell, i felt like an ass crack because i wasn't there for the one girl that was there for me all along.
11) supposidly in the transfer of my/steph/al's/lyd's/stacy's/corries/guad's MONEY to bryan on monday night, $40 is missing. and GUESS WHO GETS BLAMED FOR IT? who else? come on i'm the human punching bag, everyone gets to vent on me. what do i fucking look like? i'm made out of steal? come on now.

SO FINALLY... i am just like FUCK THIS, i am goin to bed. the only solution to all my problems is to make this shitty ass mofo day end. AND SO I DID... i slept 11pm till 11am. and boy did it feel good.
i woke up this morning to a little bit more reaming from my mother. buttttt beckee is on, matt is on, and i got a message from pete saying it won't be long before he's on. i am spending the night with LAUREN:) and then matt is coming to sleep over:) it should be a good day i think anyway.

mitch and i had a great convo yesterday. it was along the lines of.. "you read my live journal? omg did i say anything bad?" aahha. it turned out to be a really good convo. we decided that a lot of shit went down... and that we were a big part of eachothers lives and that's why we wanted to stick around. he did mean a whole shit load of a lot to me, and it was really hard to let it go. but i truly think that me and him are better off friends. i missed him.
as for jess, i dont regret anything that i said about her. what she did was truly cunning and backstabbing. i forgive her tho.
and i haven't forgotten what mitch did, i just decided to... put it behind me.

it's almost christmas.
YAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYA:)
i have to go eat, and potentially get something productive done today.
until we meet again.
<3deb
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