Nov 02, 2005 01:36
tonight was a strange, yet, really entertaining night
i must say nick is awesome
i love that my neighbour and me are super close now
plus he's hot, and he likes me...
thats so wicked.
i havent even talked to taylor in forever,
he walked by today but i was all sprawled out on the floor drowning in my science study notes
i am nervous for this mid term tomorrow
i have studied my buttox off though...:(
i get so scared, i hate it. like honestly .. i am not ready to rush
into things. nor am i ready to have a new relationship. we all know
what happened last time a guy promised me he wouldn't break my heart.
only time will tell.
im going to recite a little beckee ranger, POR QUE? entonces, yo lo tieno mucho.
" i
watched the leaves change over the last month and this morning after i
was walking back from counselling...i realized how beautiful the world
was. i realized that when you let me go it was hot outside and the sun
would shine so brightly everyday. that the sky was blue and cloudless
and everyone seemed to be happy but me. now the rain falls, the leaves
are multicolored and i am peaceful. i think time has waited for me and
i have caught up "
te amo. mi hambres por hombres.
ok there is so mcuh going on in my hallway i should go party it up but i'm getting rather tired.
until we meet again.