Oct 27, 2005 03:00
i saidddd maybe, your going to be the one that saves me.
so it's three oclock in the morning
and the only reason i am up is because ryan wants me to keep him awake so that he finishes his english essay
the things i do for my friends ! *shakes head*
wow tomorrow, well today actually, is PUB NIGHT !! yeee i think im going as a paper bag princess to pub night but i havent gotten my hands on some costumes at all, i dont know what i am going to do, i have to potentially scramble to find myself some brown paper:)
and then when i wake up the day after pub night i am going home and it's bcaps party
i think i might be going to a basketball game with ry at 630 to cheer on my girls. yeee LC:)
i scheduled an appointment for the girls to go to the physcic, i am going to ask lennie if he will take me for like 10 minutes because i just have a few questions about the reading of before... and if i should persue something with taylor?
things are pretty much twisted here,
i love york way too much now
and i talked to seam on the webcam for so long:) i miss seam. i dooo alot actually
he looked really amazing, cut all his hair off and his beard. and he was wearing a green collared shirt
he looked really good actually.
funny how things work out eh ..
if you would have asked me how i thought i would have been on october 27th? i probably wouldn't have ever guessed i would be this way.
i think im a whole new person
i think i need to be a whole new person
i can't let myself do this.
there is too much i want to say that i can't say
i might get a new account.
or then again i dont want to run away from my problems.
i am passing out,
until we meet again
sad night !