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An excerpt from my live-journal of yesteryears:
November 10th, 2004: “Man, this sounds kindof weird and emo, but I really wish I had a girlfriend right now. I mean I joke around with Dan about the matter, but I seriously feel really lonely. It's just been so long since I've had someone to love, and make things for, and treat with respect, and tell her how much she is worth, and make her smile, and give all my shiny medals to her, and comfort her when she needs me, and play with her and just have someone that I can share the purest, most innocent love with. I feel kindof like I've written this before or something. Déjà vu. I'm so shy when it comes to girls. They completely phase me every single time. Seriously I make Steve Urkel look cool when I come within five feet of a girl. And thats a problem when theres over 300 girls who go to your school.”
haha well I don’t get shiny medals and trophies anymore, but I really do miss having someone to make things for, treat with respect, make her feel special, comfort, go to GREAT lengths to try and make smile…pretty much all the goofy things I wrote about two years ago. And yeah, even share the purest and innocent love possible with. MAN, I FEEL LIKE I’VE WRITTEN THIS BEFORE OR SOMETHING. Déjà vu!!!
I guess for the first time this summer, I’m doubting my singleness.
I know I was almost sure I could stay content with the single life FOREVER, and for a long time I thought that I must have been built to stay single and by myself, but I was wrong. I just feel like if that was the case, I wouldn’t have so much to give.
Well, anyways, here’s to epiphanaic moments when all the puzzle pieces fall into place, and you finally see what you heart desires(and more importantly what God desires for you) with crystal clarity :-D
November 10th, 2004: “Man, this sounds kindof weird and emo, but I really wish I had a girlfriend right now. I mean I joke around with Dan about the matter, but I seriously feel really lonely. It's just been so long since I've had someone to love, and make things for, and treat with respect, and tell her how much she is worth, and make her smile, and give all my shiny medals to her, and comfort her when she needs me, and play with her and just have someone that I can share the purest, most innocent love with. I feel kindof like I've written this before or something. Déjà vu. I'm so shy when it comes to girls. They completely phase me every single time. Seriously I make Steve Urkel look cool when I come within five feet of a girl. And thats a problem when theres over 300 girls who go to your school.”
haha well I don’t get shiny medals and trophies anymore, but I really do miss having someone to make things for, treat with respect, make her feel special, comfort, go to GREAT lengths to try and make smile…pretty much all the goofy things I wrote about two years ago. And yeah, even share the purest and innocent love possible with. MAN, I FEEL LIKE I’VE WRITTEN THIS BEFORE OR SOMETHING. Déjà vu!!!
I guess for the first time this summer, I’m doubting my singleness.
I know I was almost sure I could stay content with the single life FOREVER, and for a long time I thought that I must have been built to stay single and by myself, but I was wrong. I just feel like if that was the case, I wouldn’t have so much to give.
Well, anyways, here’s to epiphanaic moments when all the puzzle pieces fall into place, and you finally see what you heart desires(and more importantly what God desires for you) with crystal clarity :-D