Aug 24, 2008 23:38
I have quite a lot on my plate this semester. Network and find a job, do well in my 18 hours, figure out what to do with Deloitte, fulfill my Whirlpool project leader position, run the consulting club and somehow enjoy my senior year. I'm somewhat daunted currently but I'm ready for a full day of work tomorrow. This weekend has been non-stop packing, unpacking, re-acquainting with friends and meeting new people. It was somewhat exhausting. I love my suite though, all 6 of us get along really well and I enjoy my roommates company. Our setup is perfect. My room is perfect. Lots of opportunity and the quest to accomplish them begins at sunrise. It should be glorious.
Things with Sarah pushed me over a threshold the other day. I just grew sick of feeling hurt, and bringing back bad feelings. I've dealt with it too long and unless she somehow shows me some sign that she still cares about me and can actually be a friend; I don't want to provoke harbored emotions anymore.
Being back at Vandy gives me great hope, I truly love it here. Smart people, interesting conversations, good friends, beauty and possibility.