Sarah
Tonight we had an interesting conversation here is how I feel.
When I think about you, I think about the good times. Your pretty smile, great laugh, and overall beauty. When ever we are together things are great. I feel like we just mesh well. Like peas and carrots. Everytime we talk on the phone and you start to talk about how frustrated you are with what we are I get upset. I get upset because you told me you don't want to get back together yet. I understand how you feel and your logic, but it hurt over break to not be able to get back together with you. I feel like we are living a destiny that we had decided upon and it was mainly your decision. So when you tell me you are frustrated it makes me feel like you are telling me it was my decision and I am doing wrong.
It's not easy, I don't know how to define us. I love you but we are forcing ourselves to take time apart because if we get back together it has to be pretty powerful. I don't know where this is going I'm just kind of writing. I just wish we could enjoy the times we are together and be peas and carrots again. Why do we get so caught up with our title. So I feel more confused after writing this so that's not very cool. The truth of the matter is I don't want to talk to you about how frustrating it is trying to explain our situation with others. Because it is not easy for me either. I want to just live our life together without worrying about some title.
I'm sorry things got heated tonight and I became so frustrated. I hope we can figure things out soon. I love thinking about you and am excited to live like Sarah and Mike again one day.
When I think about you, I think about the good times. Your pretty smile, great laugh, and overall beauty. When ever we are together things are great. I feel like we just mesh well. Like peas and carrots. Everytime we talk on the phone and you start to talk about how frustrated you are with what we are I get upset. I get upset because you told me you don't want to get back together yet. I understand how you feel and your logic, but it hurt over break to not be able to get back together with you. I feel like we are living a destiny that we had decided upon and it was mainly your decision. So when you tell me you are frustrated it makes me feel like you are telling me it was my decision and I am doing wrong.
It's not easy, I don't know how to define us. I love you but we are forcing ourselves to take time apart because if we get back together it has to be pretty powerful. I don't know where this is going I'm just kind of writing. I just wish we could enjoy the times we are together and be peas and carrots again. Why do we get so caught up with our title. So I feel more confused after writing this so that's not very cool. The truth of the matter is I don't want to talk to you about how frustrating it is trying to explain our situation with others. Because it is not easy for me either. I want to just live our life together without worrying about some title.
I'm sorry things got heated tonight and I became so frustrated. I hope we can figure things out soon. I love thinking about you and am excited to live like Sarah and Mike again one day.