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I've stooped down so low to help out in each & every way that I can. Sometimes even by sacrificing my career but I sometimes just wonder what will I ever get in return. Instead of being thankful, I am being put aside like as if I'm the black sheep in the family. Kill me, for I think that'll be better in a whole lot of ways.
Doubt me is all you both can ever do. For heaven's sake, let go of the grip you both have of me & let me go free. Stop treating me like a bird whose legs have been tied to a string so that it won't fly away.
There isn't one day that goes by without me thinking of both of your safety & health.
There isn't one day that goes by without me thinking of just for myself.
There isn't one day that goes by without me not sacrificing everything that I have.
I want appreciation, I do not want repayment.
I want love, I do not want to be put aside feeling like an outsider in my house.
I want trust, I do not want doubts.
I WANT FREEDOM!
*the rest are still unwritten*