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I have returned. I feel like i've been run over by a truck. I try to hard, Today when we were doin a grocery truck i (of course) pulled to hard and put to much strain in my lower back. Let me tell you what I hurt in places i didnt kno i had. I just plain hurt. It makes me feel to damn old and i hate it. As i said before in each of my journals i will put in something i would like to change. Today it is my weight, i need to lose weight, i feel really fat and i hate that. i need to start working out but i just need to stop smoking so i can breathe if i do any physical activity. Thank you for reading my journal.