Dec 17, 2004 21:38
Well...my best friend/roomie is gone forever. I know I should be happy for her, and I am glad she's graduated and done, but really I'm quite sad. I've never been good at letting people go (everyone remember when Cory left for France), even when I was a little kid. My family would leave after the holidays and I would cry and cry because I hated it so much. Everything I looked at reminded me of them and how much I missed them. Well that's about how I feel now. I've made it through the day without crying, but that doesn't mean much. I'm gonna see her in like a week and a half, but still, it's all different now. I never get to live with her again. We had our ups and downs but when it comes down to it, she's my best friend (and Cory is too, but this is a different kind of best friend). I love her dearly and nothing will be quite the same or quite as fun without her. I feel very down about this graduation thing. It blows.