I'm graduating tomorrow...
and i could really care less. almost everyone i know is getting rather choked up about it or getting excited and for some reason i just don't care. i feel bad for the ones i care about who are upset. and i cant really help them that's the only thing that makes me upset. i start my second job today gotta support the family and all lol. The only thing i'm worried about is not being able to see the one i care about the most out of everyone in this town. I'm afraid this person is going to forget about me. I have extreme paranoia. i know it will work out just fine. i have made sure that i will be able to get into town a lot everyday if i could. So here is as sentimental as i get Pete, Cutter, Aaron, Fields, all LAG friends, Kelly Sheehan, Kelly Fett, Kelly Elam, Joe, Cziggy, Peck, Patch , and any others who have been true friends best of luck in life. Everyone else Fuck you.
now some special people:
Jordan - you don't read my LJ but maybe some one you know will read it and tell you. You have been one of my best friends this year and i truly appreciate that, you were always there for me when i needed a hug =)
Jemila - You like jordan were one of my best friends this year and you were always there to talk to and make me laugh i wish you an equal amount of happiness and success
Erica - you going to new york give sme an excuse to go. best of luck and i hope we stay in touch because you were a great friend to me.
Krista - Pirate. enough said.
Caitlin - You are probably going to be pissed i even mentioned you, but its a risk i'm willing to take. You had to be one of the best things to happen to me in highschool. Since i met you in December you have been the cause for almost every emotion i've felt some good, some bad. As bad as the bad may have been the good was great. and now the only thing i can thing i think about is how good it has been and how good it will be. i really don't have a good bye since i don't plan on not seeing you. you know all the things i just said and you know how i like to repeat myself...a lot.
KaiZ - My best friend up the road. i will miss you a lot.
Kate B - You were always there to tell me to shut the fuck up emo boy when i was overreacting and always there to tell me to cheer up emo boy when i was truly upset. for that i thank you, you've kept me on the ground and helped me think clearly when i was about to do something stupid. you are a great friend and i hope we stay in touch.
Dan Scarpa and Gregg Hoekstra - as shitty as this may sound you guys were terrible friends. and you guys know why. Despite that i still find it hard to completely write you guys off as pricks and ass holes. So essentially i hate you guys but i love you at the same time. i doubt i will speak or see you much after the summer but i want you guys to know that you guys were some of my first real friends in this town and that's something.
and as i said before everyone else fuck you. have a great summer.
now some special people:
Jordan - you don't read my LJ but maybe some one you know will read it and tell you. You have been one of my best friends this year and i truly appreciate that, you were always there for me when i needed a hug =)
Jemila - You like jordan were one of my best friends this year and you were always there to talk to and make me laugh i wish you an equal amount of happiness and success
Erica - you going to new york give sme an excuse to go. best of luck and i hope we stay in touch because you were a great friend to me.
Krista - Pirate. enough said.
Caitlin - You are probably going to be pissed i even mentioned you, but its a risk i'm willing to take. You had to be one of the best things to happen to me in highschool. Since i met you in December you have been the cause for almost every emotion i've felt some good, some bad. As bad as the bad may have been the good was great. and now the only thing i can thing i think about is how good it has been and how good it will be. i really don't have a good bye since i don't plan on not seeing you. you know all the things i just said and you know how i like to repeat myself...a lot.
KaiZ - My best friend up the road. i will miss you a lot.
Kate B - You were always there to tell me to shut the fuck up emo boy when i was overreacting and always there to tell me to cheer up emo boy when i was truly upset. for that i thank you, you've kept me on the ground and helped me think clearly when i was about to do something stupid. you are a great friend and i hope we stay in touch.
Dan Scarpa and Gregg Hoekstra - as shitty as this may sound you guys were terrible friends. and you guys know why. Despite that i still find it hard to completely write you guys off as pricks and ass holes. So essentially i hate you guys but i love you at the same time. i doubt i will speak or see you much after the summer but i want you guys to know that you guys were some of my first real friends in this town and that's something.
and as i said before everyone else fuck you. have a great summer.