parachute-3
l part 2l
I won’t fall out of love
Jaejoong is dreaming. Or maybe he is just hallucinating but this is good. Yunho is by his side. This dream can last forever. Jaejoong wants to just hold Yunho in his arms and never wakes up. It’s been too long since he last kisses that beautiful face.
“ Hey, done staring?” The voice pulls Jaejoong off his bubble of thoughts. This is not a dream Jaejoong realizes. “ You’re real.”
“ All the better, I’m here for you.” The man smiles and Jaejoong feels a tightening ache in his chest. He can’t be hallucinating about this.
“ How did I get here?”
“ Long story baby. I miss you.” Yunho fits the space between Jaejoong’s lanky fingers with his own. He sees how weak and vulnerable Jaejoong is that moment. He’s holding Jaejoong tight and he never wants to let go.
Jaejoong feels the tears on his eyes, pouring down his cheeks. His lover rubs them dry slowly before planting a little kiss the streaked face.
They stay in bed for a while, periodically waking up for a moment only to fall into each other’s magic once again.
As evening falls, Yunho drags himself out of the bed to make a call for room service. Jaejoong needs to eat a proper meal. Yunho can feel Jaejoong’s bones beneath the amount of flesh. The other had been wasting away all these while Yunho can’t imagine how painful it must’ve been for his lover.
They have their dinner in silence partly because Yunho has so much to say but nothing comes out his mouth. Jaejoong tucks in slowly into his meal, glancing a few times to his Yunho.
“ Sooner or later, they’ll find us. I want you to leave when that time comes.” Done with his share, Yunho states what’s been boggling his mind.
“ Say that again.” The brunette says calmly, facedown.
“ I came for you out of…that was wrong. If only we move on. Forget each other. Live our life separately and….”
“Get married. Have kids. Grow old. Die in regrets for not fighting for you to be by my side. That’s the life you want me to live? Like we never know each other and if our paths cross someday, you just want me to walk the other way? ” Jaejoong cuts in bitterly .
“ You don’t have go through this again your whole life. I’ve hurt you enough.” The lad finds Jaejoong’s hands, entwining their fingers together.
“ You bruise me even more with this.” Pulling his hand away, Jaejoong can’t bear to look at Yunho’s confused face. He can’t decide if it’s anger or hatred that he’s feeling deep down. It’s his selfishness. He wants Yunho so much, so much that it hurts.
“ I..I am sorry.”
“ Me too. I thought you loved me enough to never say that to my face.” Getting up from his seat, Jaejoong is about to walk to the bed when Yunho embraces him from behind. Yunho’s hands are firmly locking the other’s chest.
“ Don’t leave me, baby. I’m too lonely without you.”
Jaejoong knows that Yunho is too scared of the possibilities of their tomorrows. He knows that what Yunho wishes is a happy life for both of them, together or the other way round. If Yunho’s happiness is on the bet, Jaejoong is willing to do anything. Break up is certain. It’s time to say goodbye..
“We don’t know each after tonight, I promise.” The brunette replies. His hands are gripping tight on Yunho’s arms.” So teach me how to forget you.”
They kiss very slowly, indulging into each other’s mouths because after this, nothing is certain. Maybe after quite some time, Jaejoong can’t even remember this face that he loves but one thing remains.
They land on the bed still hungry to take and taste. It’s been ages since Jaejoong can ever recall that they’re doing this. He needs to kiss Yunho over and over again just because he loves that man. He loves Yunho and nothing’s going to change that.
“ Jae..”
The brunette kisses the curvy pout one more time before replying. “ Hmm?”
“ I love you.”
Jaejoong closes his eyes. He can’t let the tears roll down his cheeks. Yunho can’t see him cry ever again but who is he kidding? How can he not cry when this is the last time he’d be in Yunho’s arms.
Yunho soothes his back with a palm yet Jaejoong doesn’t feel like halting his tears. He dips down and rains soft feathery kisses down Yunho’s neck. The other moans at his touch. It’s really been too long for both of them.
The bigger man ditches his shirt straightaway as Jaejoong tugs at his zipper. He wipes the dampness off Jaejoong’s face. “ Don’t do this.”
Jaejoong pauses and continues kissing Yunho’s bare chest. “ Let me cry all I want tonight.”
Yunho can’t say no to that last request. He slips the cotton pants off Jaejoong’s thigh letting it slide down to the other’s ankle. Pushing Jaejoong to lie on his back, Yunho parts the slim pair of feet and runs his fingers down the creamy white surface. Jaejoong is still sobbing but Yunho can’t do anything to make the tears stop.
He finds Jaejoong’s hardening pout covered by the thin fabric of the boxer and he groans in despair. Something so beautiful like this man under him is too sinful to touch but Yunho can’t restrain himself anymore.
The peek of his tongue gently caresses Jaejoong’s sex, making it hard. The brunette grabs Yunho’s shoulder really tight that it leaves mark on the skin. Moaning as the tears keep rolling down his cheeks, Jaejoong can’t tell if what he feels right now.
Is this the end? Will Yunho forget him after this?
Taking off the stretchable underwear is easy for Yunho and he kisses Jaejoong’s lips for a brief break before dipping in to savor Jaejoong’s taste in his mouth. Sucking on the rigid member, Yunho rims it with his fingers slowly.
Jaejoong is too lost in his world, groaning in the bittersweet moment. The view of Yunho taking him deep is heartbreaking. It’s making him curse to every God there is. He wants Yunho so bad that now he has to let him go. Kneading Yunho’s member with his fingers, Jaejoong releases the flesh from its cover. Yunho moans lightly as Jaejoong’s fingers play around his erection. Naked from top to toe, they are beautiful creatures made to hold each other and love.
They lock their tongues together in a fierce battle of domination. Their hands are moving to every crook and crannies, eager to explore. Jaejoong rubs Yunho’s hard nubs and grazes slowly onto them. Yunho jerks in agony at that.
He pushes Jaejoong down and finds the tight ring of muscles down under the man. Licking the area wet, Yunho slides his tongue in and Jaejoong goes weak under that particular touch. He is melting into a pool of goo, so helplessly vulnerable to Yunho’s work. He fists Yunho’s member till it grows hot and still, waiting for the next move.
The rigid member goes into Jaejoong’s entrance slowly. Yunho doesn’t want to hurt the other. He pushes in and out as Jaejoong watches. The real deep thrusts come later as Jaejoong’s member is being stroked by his lover.
Jaejoong’s inner walls are trapping Yunho’s organ, responding at each thrust. Their figures rock together as Jaejoong tries to grip anything his hands can reach. They can’t let this moment pass that easily.
They moan and kiss with burning passion it sears down their skins. They don’t know till when they can be together like this.
There is no tomorrow.
I don’t need a parachute, baby, if I got you
It is exceptionally cold that night but the men are outside at the balcony. Yunho embraces his lover from behind, shielding the other from the freezing weather with his heat.
“ I can’t let you go.” The taller one whispers into Jaejoong’s ears solemnly.
“Then, don’t.”
Yunho knows how much he loves Jaejoong by now. Even in his next life, Yunho will never be able to thank Jaejoong enough for those beautiful times they spent as one. If he’s the Sun in his next live, Jaejoong is the sky. No matter how, Yunho loves his Jaejoong more than anything else. His Father has no reason to hate him for this. Love is something so natural; it’s already in his blood. No one can make him leave that brunette, not even his own fate.
“I never knew what love is till I found you.” Jaejoong’s kiss draws Yunho in.
“I’m sorry to have caused you so much pain, baby.” Yunho’s grip gets tighter as his line goes.
“No one can hurt us anymore.” Jaejoong insists, throwing his gaze at the beautiful spread of neon lights from the city below.
Yunho is sure that his life with Jaejoong is the only life he’ll ever want to be in. He doesn’t know why but this sense of connection reminds the man of his past. He wants to protect Jaejoong even if it means he’ll be losing something more than his soul.
“ Help me get onto this.”
Jaejoong climbs up the metal fence with the help of Yunho holding to one of his hand. Done, he stays on the five inches wide bar as Yunho stares at his visage. He is looking amazed. Truth is, Jaejoong is always amazing in Yunho’s eyes. Even in the worst state he ever seen Jaejoong in, Yunho finds the other as an absolute beauty top to toe. It’s Jaejoong’s smile. It is a mystery how a man can look that pretty while being so dashing and handsome at the same time.
Jaejoong is amazing and Yunho is one lucky man.
Yunho knows he loves Jaejoong not by looks alone. He loves Jaejoong for who the man really is. For this man too, Yunho is willing to risk everything he has.
“ Hey.” Jaejoong snaps Yunho’s thoughts away.
“ You’re so beautiful, you glow.” The lover admires. Jaejoong’s gorgeous smile lit up the sky. The hue of innocence radiates from the happy face.
“ Silly, it’s because of the moonlight.”
“ I love you.”
“ I know.”
Yunho finds his way up as Jaejoong holds his hands to stabilize themselves. They are now separated by thin space of air. Everything doesn’t matter now. There is only the two of them in this span of time and dimension. Jaejoong stretches his hand, eyeing the platinum ring on his finger.
“ If I fall, catch me darling.” Jaejoong reminds his lover. Yunho smiles and takes one last look into those brown orbs.
“ You don’t need anything but me.” Yunho lands a kiss on Jaejoong’s lips before pulling their bodies to face each other.
It’s the last kiss in this lifetime, the beginning of their freedom. Jaejoong closes his eyes, feeling Yunho’s strong arms pulling their bodies into a pair of indestructible couple.
“ I love you.” The lovers whisper and they promise to be together, even in heaven, Yunho will find Jaejoong and they will stay together.
This is their happily ever after.
After quite some time, they slowly dive into the dark of night, hands clasped tight. There will be no end to their tale; Yunho knows that something as death won’t make him forget. In his heart, there’s Jaejoong. Jaejoong is relieved even if the next minute, they'll be nothing but bits of flesh on the ground.
No one is going to hurt them now.
It’s you and me.
“ Don’t go too far.”
The kid grinned and gave his butler a simple salute - signaling his take off. The music and chitchats from the party were slowly vanishing from his ears. Rays of moonlight guided his footsteps like perfect escorts. Something tickled the boy’s curiosity.
He pushed the metallic barrier; it separated him to a vast spread of green. The walls of leaves there were thrice his height. Along the way stood rows of statues dated since generations back.
The route should lead the boy to nowhere but he was already at the center of the maze when he realized that. In front of him was a custom-made Victorian terrace. The structure was covered with a blanket of flowers of all kind, it draped down the matter. Yunho swore that he saw something moved.
There sat a pale looking boy, muffling his tears.
“ Hey, pal. What made you so sad? ” Yunho sits and rubs the boy’s back. The smaller one refuses to reply but Yunho managed to coax him after a while.
“ Nobody loves me.” The little one states and Yunho was too eager to soothe that broken soul, he took the other into his arms.
“ You don’t hate me?”
“ Why would I do that? Now stop crying. It breaks my heart.”
“ Young Master.” From a distance, Yunho heard his name being called and his grip loosened. He had to go.
“ I’ll find you.”
“ Promise?” The innocent kid raised his pinky and Yunho leaned in, landing a peck onto that baby soft skin.
“ And when that time comes, I’ll never leave you.”
{ fin }
a/n: a really looooooooooong oneshot ne?
I won’t fall out of love
Jaejoong is dreaming. Or maybe he is just hallucinating but this is good. Yunho is by his side. This dream can last forever. Jaejoong wants to just hold Yunho in his arms and never wakes up. It’s been too long since he last kisses that beautiful face.
“ Hey, done staring?” The voice pulls Jaejoong off his bubble of thoughts. This is not a dream Jaejoong realizes. “ You’re real.”
“ All the better, I’m here for you.” The man smiles and Jaejoong feels a tightening ache in his chest. He can’t be hallucinating about this.
“ How did I get here?”
“ Long story baby. I miss you.” Yunho fits the space between Jaejoong’s lanky fingers with his own. He sees how weak and vulnerable Jaejoong is that moment. He’s holding Jaejoong tight and he never wants to let go.
Jaejoong feels the tears on his eyes, pouring down his cheeks. His lover rubs them dry slowly before planting a little kiss the streaked face.
They stay in bed for a while, periodically waking up for a moment only to fall into each other’s magic once again.
As evening falls, Yunho drags himself out of the bed to make a call for room service. Jaejoong needs to eat a proper meal. Yunho can feel Jaejoong’s bones beneath the amount of flesh. The other had been wasting away all these while Yunho can’t imagine how painful it must’ve been for his lover.
They have their dinner in silence partly because Yunho has so much to say but nothing comes out his mouth. Jaejoong tucks in slowly into his meal, glancing a few times to his Yunho.
“ Sooner or later, they’ll find us. I want you to leave when that time comes.” Done with his share, Yunho states what’s been boggling his mind.
“ Say that again.” The brunette says calmly, facedown.
“ I came for you out of…that was wrong. If only we move on. Forget each other. Live our life separately and….”
“Get married. Have kids. Grow old. Die in regrets for not fighting for you to be by my side. That’s the life you want me to live? Like we never know each other and if our paths cross someday, you just want me to walk the other way? ” Jaejoong cuts in bitterly .
“ You don’t have go through this again your whole life. I’ve hurt you enough.” The lad finds Jaejoong’s hands, entwining their fingers together.
“ You bruise me even more with this.” Pulling his hand away, Jaejoong can’t bear to look at Yunho’s confused face. He can’t decide if it’s anger or hatred that he’s feeling deep down. It’s his selfishness. He wants Yunho so much, so much that it hurts.
“ I..I am sorry.”
“ Me too. I thought you loved me enough to never say that to my face.” Getting up from his seat, Jaejoong is about to walk to the bed when Yunho embraces him from behind. Yunho’s hands are firmly locking the other’s chest.
“ Don’t leave me, baby. I’m too lonely without you.”
Jaejoong knows that Yunho is too scared of the possibilities of their tomorrows. He knows that what Yunho wishes is a happy life for both of them, together or the other way round. If Yunho’s happiness is on the bet, Jaejoong is willing to do anything. Break up is certain. It’s time to say goodbye..
“We don’t know each after tonight, I promise.” The brunette replies. His hands are gripping tight on Yunho’s arms.” So teach me how to forget you.”
They kiss very slowly, indulging into each other’s mouths because after this, nothing is certain. Maybe after quite some time, Jaejoong can’t even remember this face that he loves but one thing remains.
They land on the bed still hungry to take and taste. It’s been ages since Jaejoong can ever recall that they’re doing this. He needs to kiss Yunho over and over again just because he loves that man. He loves Yunho and nothing’s going to change that.
“ Jae..”
The brunette kisses the curvy pout one more time before replying. “ Hmm?”
“ I love you.”
Jaejoong closes his eyes. He can’t let the tears roll down his cheeks. Yunho can’t see him cry ever again but who is he kidding? How can he not cry when this is the last time he’d be in Yunho’s arms.
Yunho soothes his back with a palm yet Jaejoong doesn’t feel like halting his tears. He dips down and rains soft feathery kisses down Yunho’s neck. The other moans at his touch. It’s really been too long for both of them.
The bigger man ditches his shirt straightaway as Jaejoong tugs at his zipper. He wipes the dampness off Jaejoong’s face. “ Don’t do this.”
Jaejoong pauses and continues kissing Yunho’s bare chest. “ Let me cry all I want tonight.”
Yunho can’t say no to that last request. He slips the cotton pants off Jaejoong’s thigh letting it slide down to the other’s ankle. Pushing Jaejoong to lie on his back, Yunho parts the slim pair of feet and runs his fingers down the creamy white surface. Jaejoong is still sobbing but Yunho can’t do anything to make the tears stop.
He finds Jaejoong’s hardening pout covered by the thin fabric of the boxer and he groans in despair. Something so beautiful like this man under him is too sinful to touch but Yunho can’t restrain himself anymore.
The peek of his tongue gently caresses Jaejoong’s sex, making it hard. The brunette grabs Yunho’s shoulder really tight that it leaves mark on the skin. Moaning as the tears keep rolling down his cheeks, Jaejoong can’t tell if what he feels right now.
Is this the end? Will Yunho forget him after this?
Taking off the stretchable underwear is easy for Yunho and he kisses Jaejoong’s lips for a brief break before dipping in to savor Jaejoong’s taste in his mouth. Sucking on the rigid member, Yunho rims it with his fingers slowly.
Jaejoong is too lost in his world, groaning in the bittersweet moment. The view of Yunho taking him deep is heartbreaking. It’s making him curse to every God there is. He wants Yunho so bad that now he has to let him go. Kneading Yunho’s member with his fingers, Jaejoong releases the flesh from its cover. Yunho moans lightly as Jaejoong’s fingers play around his erection. Naked from top to toe, they are beautiful creatures made to hold each other and love.
They lock their tongues together in a fierce battle of domination. Their hands are moving to every crook and crannies, eager to explore. Jaejoong rubs Yunho’s hard nubs and grazes slowly onto them. Yunho jerks in agony at that.
He pushes Jaejoong down and finds the tight ring of muscles down under the man. Licking the area wet, Yunho slides his tongue in and Jaejoong goes weak under that particular touch. He is melting into a pool of goo, so helplessly vulnerable to Yunho’s work. He fists Yunho’s member till it grows hot and still, waiting for the next move.
The rigid member goes into Jaejoong’s entrance slowly. Yunho doesn’t want to hurt the other. He pushes in and out as Jaejoong watches. The real deep thrusts come later as Jaejoong’s member is being stroked by his lover.
Jaejoong’s inner walls are trapping Yunho’s organ, responding at each thrust. Their figures rock together as Jaejoong tries to grip anything his hands can reach. They can’t let this moment pass that easily.
They moan and kiss with burning passion it sears down their skins. They don’t know till when they can be together like this.
There is no tomorrow.
I don’t need a parachute, baby, if I got you
It is exceptionally cold that night but the men are outside at the balcony. Yunho embraces his lover from behind, shielding the other from the freezing weather with his heat.
“ I can’t let you go.” The taller one whispers into Jaejoong’s ears solemnly.
“Then, don’t.”
Yunho knows how much he loves Jaejoong by now. Even in his next life, Yunho will never be able to thank Jaejoong enough for those beautiful times they spent as one. If he’s the Sun in his next live, Jaejoong is the sky. No matter how, Yunho loves his Jaejoong more than anything else. His Father has no reason to hate him for this. Love is something so natural; it’s already in his blood. No one can make him leave that brunette, not even his own fate.
“I never knew what love is till I found you.” Jaejoong’s kiss draws Yunho in.
“I’m sorry to have caused you so much pain, baby.” Yunho’s grip gets tighter as his line goes.
“No one can hurt us anymore.” Jaejoong insists, throwing his gaze at the beautiful spread of neon lights from the city below.
Yunho is sure that his life with Jaejoong is the only life he’ll ever want to be in. He doesn’t know why but this sense of connection reminds the man of his past. He wants to protect Jaejoong even if it means he’ll be losing something more than his soul.
“ Help me get onto this.”
Jaejoong climbs up the metal fence with the help of Yunho holding to one of his hand. Done, he stays on the five inches wide bar as Yunho stares at his visage. He is looking amazed. Truth is, Jaejoong is always amazing in Yunho’s eyes. Even in the worst state he ever seen Jaejoong in, Yunho finds the other as an absolute beauty top to toe. It’s Jaejoong’s smile. It is a mystery how a man can look that pretty while being so dashing and handsome at the same time.
Jaejoong is amazing and Yunho is one lucky man.
Yunho knows he loves Jaejoong not by looks alone. He loves Jaejoong for who the man really is. For this man too, Yunho is willing to risk everything he has.
“ Hey.” Jaejoong snaps Yunho’s thoughts away.
“ You’re so beautiful, you glow.” The lover admires. Jaejoong’s gorgeous smile lit up the sky. The hue of innocence radiates from the happy face.
“ Silly, it’s because of the moonlight.”
“ I love you.”
“ I know.”
Yunho finds his way up as Jaejoong holds his hands to stabilize themselves. They are now separated by thin space of air. Everything doesn’t matter now. There is only the two of them in this span of time and dimension. Jaejoong stretches his hand, eyeing the platinum ring on his finger.
“ If I fall, catch me darling.” Jaejoong reminds his lover. Yunho smiles and takes one last look into those brown orbs.
“ You don’t need anything but me.” Yunho lands a kiss on Jaejoong’s lips before pulling their bodies to face each other.
It’s the last kiss in this lifetime, the beginning of their freedom. Jaejoong closes his eyes, feeling Yunho’s strong arms pulling their bodies into a pair of indestructible couple.
“ I love you.” The lovers whisper and they promise to be together, even in heaven, Yunho will find Jaejoong and they will stay together.
This is their happily ever after.
After quite some time, they slowly dive into the dark of night, hands clasped tight. There will be no end to their tale; Yunho knows that something as death won’t make him forget. In his heart, there’s Jaejoong. Jaejoong is relieved even if the next minute, they'll be nothing but bits of flesh on the ground.
No one is going to hurt them now.
It’s you and me.
“ Don’t go too far.”
The kid grinned and gave his butler a simple salute - signaling his take off. The music and chitchats from the party were slowly vanishing from his ears. Rays of moonlight guided his footsteps like perfect escorts. Something tickled the boy’s curiosity.
He pushed the metallic barrier; it separated him to a vast spread of green. The walls of leaves there were thrice his height. Along the way stood rows of statues dated since generations back.
The route should lead the boy to nowhere but he was already at the center of the maze when he realized that. In front of him was a custom-made Victorian terrace. The structure was covered with a blanket of flowers of all kind, it draped down the matter. Yunho swore that he saw something moved.
There sat a pale looking boy, muffling his tears.
“ Hey, pal. What made you so sad? ” Yunho sits and rubs the boy’s back. The smaller one refuses to reply but Yunho managed to coax him after a while.
“ Nobody loves me.” The little one states and Yunho was too eager to soothe that broken soul, he took the other into his arms.
“ You don’t hate me?”
“ Why would I do that? Now stop crying. It breaks my heart.”
“ Young Master.” From a distance, Yunho heard his name being called and his grip loosened. He had to go.
“ I’ll find you.”
“ Promise?” The innocent kid raised his pinky and Yunho leaned in, landing a peck onto that baby soft skin.
“ And when that time comes, I’ll never leave you.”
{ fin }
a/n: a really looooooooooong oneshot ne?