darn it, mood swings
I , deb, seriously have ISSUES.
I'm having this supposedly 7days internet detox but I failed during Day Two ( in case, you haven't notice, I am ONLINE at the moment. isk. Suprise, suprise,
I know old habit dies hard but still, save me from burning myself out of boredom. I have classes, I have friends, I have normal life but with issues on, I'm abnormal yo. ( plus me writing ghei stories, that's another different story, no?)
I hate myself. I bawled the other night because I feel FAT. okay.
maybe a little not on the skinny side but having someone pointing that out in your face and later telling u that it was all a joke. Idk. my mood swings just can't take it so I broke down?.WTF. I was so homesick the other night, I add the stress and homesickness and missing my own bed and yadayadaya shit and cry myself a river. ( or two).
I'm 20. FAT. and a bitch on pms-strike.
what else can go wrong?. U tell. Oh, I haven't mentioned the midterm I'm having next week yet?