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This is merely for comment from you people. I just got done watching an hour long drama on tv, and this is what I imagine was going through the lead actress's mind through the episode. If you want further details of what I did watch, to, hopefully, make more sense of what this is talking about, let me know. Maybe it makes sense already... I only know what makes sense to me, which usually doesn't make much sense to everyone else, so who am I to know if it makes sense to you?
~ Deb ~
How far can you run before you grow weary? How long can you look for answers before giving up? How hard can you fight before the memories overtake you? How many leads will you follow before finding what you want? How many times will you forget before you decide to embrace? There’s a memory in your past that you can’t bring yourself to remember. You start to, and always stop in the same spot. You can’t bring yourself to finish it. You’ve been used by someone. They seem to disappear in thin air. You know there’s one person who knows the answer you yearn for the most. The one thing you search your whole life to know. The only person with the rest of the memory you long to put to rest. How far will you go to find the person? To find the answers to the questions you know you can’t ever answer yourself? It’s driving you crazy. You feel yourself seeping into a pit that you can’t climb out of. You start to imagine things that never were. All for the sake of this one thing.
You push everyone you care about, drive them farther away. All you care about is the one answer. It drives you. It’s consumed you. It’s become the only thing you live for. You’re willing to leave all you have behind, to search for the one clue, one person, that has what you need. But what do you do when the one person that has the answer you need to put to rest your childhood memory… is the same person as the one who used you? You want to kill them, to hurt them beyond repair, but at the same time, you want to find out all they know. What do you do, when you finally face this person, after seeking them for years, leaving behind all loved ones, your job, everything you have, except one bag, and a purse. Do you still seek revenge for playing you? You believed this person was innocent, when in reality, they were guilty. You let them go free, because you believe what they said. They get to move on with their life, while you suffer the consequences. But at that same time, that one dream haunting you for over twenty years can finally be put to rest. You feel your heart being shattered to pieces, trying to find the answer. Which do you choose? Do you finally put to rest the dream, the nightmares? Or do you put to rest your conscience?
~ Deb ~
How far can you run before you grow weary? How long can you look for answers before giving up? How hard can you fight before the memories overtake you? How many leads will you follow before finding what you want? How many times will you forget before you decide to embrace? There’s a memory in your past that you can’t bring yourself to remember. You start to, and always stop in the same spot. You can’t bring yourself to finish it. You’ve been used by someone. They seem to disappear in thin air. You know there’s one person who knows the answer you yearn for the most. The one thing you search your whole life to know. The only person with the rest of the memory you long to put to rest. How far will you go to find the person? To find the answers to the questions you know you can’t ever answer yourself? It’s driving you crazy. You feel yourself seeping into a pit that you can’t climb out of. You start to imagine things that never were. All for the sake of this one thing.
You push everyone you care about, drive them farther away. All you care about is the one answer. It drives you. It’s consumed you. It’s become the only thing you live for. You’re willing to leave all you have behind, to search for the one clue, one person, that has what you need. But what do you do when the one person that has the answer you need to put to rest your childhood memory… is the same person as the one who used you? You want to kill them, to hurt them beyond repair, but at the same time, you want to find out all they know. What do you do, when you finally face this person, after seeking them for years, leaving behind all loved ones, your job, everything you have, except one bag, and a purse. Do you still seek revenge for playing you? You believed this person was innocent, when in reality, they were guilty. You let them go free, because you believe what they said. They get to move on with their life, while you suffer the consequences. But at that same time, that one dream haunting you for over twenty years can finally be put to rest. You feel your heart being shattered to pieces, trying to find the answer. Which do you choose? Do you finally put to rest the dream, the nightmares? Or do you put to rest your conscience?