V-day from hell!

Feb 15, 2005 00:51

Valentines day! What is it really? A day for all those people who aren't in any sort of serious relationship to pretend that they are. Or you are in my shoes, you love someone so much they don't even know it, and they forget to call. So after watching the Notebook tonight. I decide after the clock struck 12am that i guess i will just have to call him myself. Well i will give him some props he did say happy valentines day when i first said hi, but why couldn't he find time to call me during the day. He yells at me "how can you be mad at me for being so busy?" I dunno, i thought i ment more than that. But as he went on he was in the library helping someone with a paper, so i say do you want me to let you go? He says yes, so as the tears stream down my face a hang up the phone. why does love suck so bad. I thought it was supose to feel good. Why does it tair me up inside? Sometimes i wish we lived in a perfect world where heart break doesnt exsist and he can all live happily ever after. I thought this day would be better but it hasen't been. i just hope that someday we can be together to the end. But for now EMPTY MAILBOXES ON VALENTIMES DAY = NO GOOD! (right jackie!) well im out hopefully the soon i go to sleep the soon i will forget about today.
Night,
Debbie

All a girl wants is for someone to want her back!
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