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[debbie_divinity]

have you ever pushed yourself so hard, just to be let down? have you ever felt that crashing feeling in your stomache, when all hope is gone. when all your will power seems tucked away somewhere. when you feel like you've got nothing left.

i don't know what i want to do anymore.
i don't know who anyone is anymore.

i don't want to know.
i really, really don't care to know

i'm trying to work two jobs this summer
so i don't have to deal with this anymore
so i don't have to deal with them anymore.

today was a roller coaster.
hopefully things will only get better.