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it's funny, im such a freakin' asshole. change is sometime i say i'll always do, but i never come through. however; i've had the will power to loose a few pounds. mighty nice!. softballs over we lost states. but it's the farthest we've gotten in like 26 years so HOT DAMN. alot of my friends are getting really deep into religion & i can't really relate at all. & I think i feel kinda bad because i have no intentions on trying to relate. I dont believe in it. sure i believe in god, but i don't believe in organized religion. it's too long & hard to explain. i just feel.. awkward around certain people now. oh well. i got my hair cut. it's short but i like it. alot. i've been a really happy person lately. i'm not sure if it's because of the people i'm around.. or... my life is just good lately. i gave blood today, so my karma is on the good side.. i cant wait to quit my job. i really can't deal with it anymore. i know it's not hard, it's just.. working in a place with food constantly isn't what i want. at all. i'm afraid of becoming like my asstiant manager who started working at dominos @ 140 lbs. and now weighs quite a bit more. my whole will-power thing is improving but.. really, dominos isn't where it's at anymore. i got the job cause ed worked there.. now he's in matawan so.. it's dumb.. my explanation of things has become alot less wordy. wordy, i think i made up a new word. ha. i'm gradually becoming more cocky. about stupid things too. it's kinda bad. i smell really nice right now, and i need EVERYONE to know that.
for now, off to getting ready
tonight, i go out!
for now, off to getting ready
tonight, i go out!