Still Determined to Update This Thing
Even if it is only to say that sensory overload fucking sucks.
My iPod is being a dick and not syncing music from the PC after I loaded most of my music collection onto iTunes on the laptop. I'm now wanting to use the PC as my main source again for music, except it's decided no it doesn't want to and has fallen out with me. I really need headphones and to block out everything for a while, at least then that should stop me from being so ratty. That and I want to try and start shading a drawing I started of Jess from Until Dawn.
I do have emails to get caught up on as well which I've been meaning to do. That is in part, my own fault as I bought Fallout 4 on release day and have pretty much been glued to it since. Also went to Liverpool and Newcastle recently. Liverpool was for Fiance's 30th so we went round the football stadium, Anfield. Didn't have time to go round the museums though, the Steven Gerrard and the Liverpool Story as we had to get back to the bus but it was nice to see and it's something he's wanted to do for years. So I'm glad I made it happen.
Newcastle I haven't been to for a year or so, but both my parents gave me money for it so I managed to get most of my Xmas shopping done and some things for myself, so was quite happy with that. Only thing I didn't get was some PS4 games for myself as my dad has got me a PS4 for my birthday/Xmas whichever he decides on.
Need to make an appointment at the clinic as well for more Amitriptyline as I've only a few days left. Last time I didn't take them, I had nightmares all night and started hearing things, so I do not want to go through that again.
Fiance is back at college as of next week, though he thinks I should go back next year too. That would be my fourth time at college which I didn't really want to do. But, given how much it helped me get through depression, it's probably a good idea. Going between either Games Development or Photography, parents think I should do photography, Fiance thinks games development. Me, I'm not sure. I wouldn't mind a creative writing course to try and make me less self-conscious about it but that sort of thing doesn't seem to exist up here beyond one course in Glasgow.
So going to attempt this drawing, get her lips right for a start and try not to freak out and get nitpicky if something isn't right first go. Debatable if I'll manage it but here's hoping.
My iPod is being a dick and not syncing music from the PC after I loaded most of my music collection onto iTunes on the laptop. I'm now wanting to use the PC as my main source again for music, except it's decided no it doesn't want to and has fallen out with me. I really need headphones and to block out everything for a while, at least then that should stop me from being so ratty. That and I want to try and start shading a drawing I started of Jess from Until Dawn.
I do have emails to get caught up on as well which I've been meaning to do. That is in part, my own fault as I bought Fallout 4 on release day and have pretty much been glued to it since. Also went to Liverpool and Newcastle recently. Liverpool was for Fiance's 30th so we went round the football stadium, Anfield. Didn't have time to go round the museums though, the Steven Gerrard and the Liverpool Story as we had to get back to the bus but it was nice to see and it's something he's wanted to do for years. So I'm glad I made it happen.
Newcastle I haven't been to for a year or so, but both my parents gave me money for it so I managed to get most of my Xmas shopping done and some things for myself, so was quite happy with that. Only thing I didn't get was some PS4 games for myself as my dad has got me a PS4 for my birthday/Xmas whichever he decides on.
Need to make an appointment at the clinic as well for more Amitriptyline as I've only a few days left. Last time I didn't take them, I had nightmares all night and started hearing things, so I do not want to go through that again.
Fiance is back at college as of next week, though he thinks I should go back next year too. That would be my fourth time at college which I didn't really want to do. But, given how much it helped me get through depression, it's probably a good idea. Going between either Games Development or Photography, parents think I should do photography, Fiance thinks games development. Me, I'm not sure. I wouldn't mind a creative writing course to try and make me less self-conscious about it but that sort of thing doesn't seem to exist up here beyond one course in Glasgow.
So going to attempt this drawing, get her lips right for a start and try not to freak out and get nitpicky if something isn't right first go. Debatable if I'll manage it but here's hoping.