aint it great?
so wow.... life is actually reallllllly good right now.
I have structure forming all around me and its a beautiful thing ( as Angela says it ) I've been having a blast hanging out with my friends out here and just living life. work is good, school is, well, ive sorta been slacking but im picking up the slack and im actually gonna start getting my shit done again.... my mom is amazing, i love her so much. Richard is gone, about time... got plans for the future in the making, and ive finally come to the conclusion that shit happens... and God has an amazing sense of humor so im just going to live life as it comes at me and stop trying to distinguish myself about what i want it to be and accept it for what it is. live life. what a fucking concept.
so about me and jeff, we both decided that we love eachother. We also agreed that we cant be together now... its just not a now thing... ill always love him and maybe one day down the road he'll show up ;) So yeah, hes going to go party on spring break with his buds and im just gonna make sure to see him when i come down...
also, Eric is coming for spring break, and im SOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED. i miss him like crazy... and i love him so much. hes the coolest fucken 14 year old ive ever met. :) i love you ERIC!!
im feeling so good, been eating healthy and losing a bit of weight, not really sure how i did it but im under 130 now... and its pretty damn exciting. you know, when i think about it, i think im just happy. thats it.
other than that.... i miss everyone from texas often... all the time really, but im really loving my new life here. ill never forget you crazy asses but life is good.
i think im going to start a new journal... this'll be my texas one... and i think i need a new one to officially start the new phase in my life... so when i come up with the name ill post it and everything to let everyone know... but im moving on with me.... im growing, learning, living. once again "It's a beautiful thing"
I have structure forming all around me and its a beautiful thing ( as Angela says it ) I've been having a blast hanging out with my friends out here and just living life. work is good, school is, well, ive sorta been slacking but im picking up the slack and im actually gonna start getting my shit done again.... my mom is amazing, i love her so much. Richard is gone, about time... got plans for the future in the making, and ive finally come to the conclusion that shit happens... and God has an amazing sense of humor so im just going to live life as it comes at me and stop trying to distinguish myself about what i want it to be and accept it for what it is. live life. what a fucking concept.
so about me and jeff, we both decided that we love eachother. We also agreed that we cant be together now... its just not a now thing... ill always love him and maybe one day down the road he'll show up ;) So yeah, hes going to go party on spring break with his buds and im just gonna make sure to see him when i come down...
also, Eric is coming for spring break, and im SOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED. i miss him like crazy... and i love him so much. hes the coolest fucken 14 year old ive ever met. :) i love you ERIC!!
im feeling so good, been eating healthy and losing a bit of weight, not really sure how i did it but im under 130 now... and its pretty damn exciting. you know, when i think about it, i think im just happy. thats it.
other than that.... i miss everyone from texas often... all the time really, but im really loving my new life here. ill never forget you crazy asses but life is good.
i think im going to start a new journal... this'll be my texas one... and i think i need a new one to officially start the new phase in my life... so when i come up with the name ill post it and everything to let everyone know... but im moving on with me.... im growing, learning, living. once again "It's a beautiful thing"