ok, after much drama with the internet ppl i now have a connection.

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i have been having serious drama with changing out utilities over to this new house and the phone and internet has been the biggest bitch of all... but now it is all resolved and life is peachy because im back! uhm, been working alot and putting the house together. my room and my bathroom are almost together, our kitchen looks like a nuclear bomb hit it and the living room looks like its been vacated... so uhm.. we have work to do. so this morning we decided to go to church but left too late and didnt make it so we picked up some stuff we needed for the house and got donuts... terrible huh? o well.. so then we cleaned out the hot tub and de-green junked it... :) so now its filling up and if all goes well, then ill be soaking in it tonight!!! WOOT :D side note-ive been having SERIOUS issues with finding a bathing suit top that fits... so anyone have any suggestions for girls with big ones and tiny ribcages? let me know... ive narrowed down all the local ones... and i think ill just suck it up and try to find one online and send em back till one fits? and valentines day... :\ i dunno. have talked to jeff lately and it almost seems like hes avoiding me, so i dont really know. if you're reading this.... i love you. always will, no matter what happens... i truly feel like in the end itll be you and me. it just feels right deep down i know it. i dunno about the here and now or even later, but in the end, its you. I love you jeff.

so other than all of this ive got a shit load of homework from being gone with my wisdom teeth surgery and junk.

so i THINK thats about it... life goes on and i love my new house.