"some say were never suppose to grow up" <33333333333

Mar 13, 2005 00:43


today was horrible. no one died or anything but it still sucked. my parents found all of my stuff under my bed like the beer and just like everything in the world that i guess a 16 year old shouldn't have/be doing. They said i'm "out of control" and that i need "more help"...wtf? I don't think its possible to cry anymore and im not going to cause i'm more pissed then sad.I wish some people didn't have to bring shit up from the past which gets me in more deep shit.I'm not a loud to see some of my friends for "a while" which sucks. aaaaaaah i just want to diiiiie. I guess me and brittany are fighting? I tried calling her but she won't call me back but she has time to write about it in her livejournal. I dunno i wanna do shit that i know i would regret....but i think i should just try talking to her b/c we use to be like best friends.....its sad. And briana doesn't talk to me either......even though i should have a "fuck her" attitude(which i do), it still sucks to think about how you use to be close to that person and how you'll miss them. I think THOSE 4 PPL should have a talk...ok guys? And like...a nice one. I'm definetly not gonna write in this baby for a while....... me and rach are gonna run away...and its gonna be awesome. FUCK EUCLID. (and the people in it) amen



I touched that guitar and you didin't! it was one of the last ones he used :on stage :(
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