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Uuurrrggghhh!!!!!!!!! I feel like crap!! All bunged up and headachey, tis not very nice.
I'm also confused, why do I always want what I can't have?? Apparrently I can't have what I would like to have right now and the annoying thing is I didn't want it till it was kinda offered to me in the first place, well less offered and more suggested, either way I didn't want it and now I do, very very much but I don't think I will be able to have it, especially not with the imminent return of my older brother, thats just gonna make things awkward. (Dawn will understand that bit of rambling)
I've also realised in the last few days that I've become an evil vindictive cow, I don't like this but its not my fault, he did this to me, he hurt me this much, he took away my bestfriend so now I want to take away his, not his bestfriend he's already lost that but all his other friends, I want him to feel as bad as he's made me feel, is this wrong of me??? Yes?? well..I don't care! More fool him for treating me like that. (yes I'm talking about Fieval for anyone who knows the situation) I think I can safely say that I hate him now, it took me awhile to get there but I have at long last.
On a brighter note, Sara will be back in just over a week :D Yay!!!
Anyway off to buy lemsips
Cheerio X x x
I'm also confused, why do I always want what I can't have?? Apparrently I can't have what I would like to have right now and the annoying thing is I didn't want it till it was kinda offered to me in the first place, well less offered and more suggested, either way I didn't want it and now I do, very very much but I don't think I will be able to have it, especially not with the imminent return of my older brother, thats just gonna make things awkward. (Dawn will understand that bit of rambling)
I've also realised in the last few days that I've become an evil vindictive cow, I don't like this but its not my fault, he did this to me, he hurt me this much, he took away my bestfriend so now I want to take away his, not his bestfriend he's already lost that but all his other friends, I want him to feel as bad as he's made me feel, is this wrong of me??? Yes?? well..I don't care! More fool him for treating me like that. (yes I'm talking about Fieval for anyone who knows the situation) I think I can safely say that I hate him now, it took me awhile to get there but I have at long last.
On a brighter note, Sara will be back in just over a week :D Yay!!!
Anyway off to buy lemsips
Cheerio X x x