im confused
yesterday my world came crashing down. shelly walked away from me and i had lost all hope. she had thought about walking away before but never quite did. last night she said goodbye. today however, she called me. i didn't at all expect that, but was glad she did. we got together this evening and talked for a while. she told me she didn't want to walk away. she didn't seem to sure what she did want, but didn't want to walk away. i'll take that. at times we were like our old selves again, holding hands, hugging, kissing. but shortly there after she would get upset, and/or start to cry. i tried not to push things tonight, but wasn't going to fight them either. i kinda figured i'd let her make the moves if any were made hoping that whatever happened would be what she wanted to happen. i'm not quite sure what was going on in her head. all i'm trying to figure out right now is where she wants me to be. we are supposed to see each other tomorrow. hopefully things will be easier then. i just want things to start settling down and her to start being happy again. if only i knew how to make that happen. may be i wont go into hiding after all.