everyone
everyone just leave me alone. i dont deserve to be around any of you. i deserve to just be shot and then put into an unmarked grave. i dont deserve to be near anyone nor friends with them because all i ever tend to do is just fuck it all up and it seems like i dont even deserve this life. all i tend to do is just keep fucking it even worse every minute every day every week every month and every year. so if you tend to see me down leave me alone. i dont want to be bother nor helped in anyway. i just want to be left alone and just want u to let me be cause i deserve to be the outcast cause thats sorta plainly what i am. an outcast of the sort. mainly i just want to get away from everyone and not try to do anything except finish with school for the rest of the year and mabye high school and then just leave and sign up for the military, go into combat, and willing charge into the line of fire to die. and if u feel like bitching at me i'm all ears just go ahead and let it out. i might just let u beat me into the ground like bastard i am. and now i made more ppl mad at me. i hate this. i am such a fucking idiot. i dont deserve to be on the face of this earth ever. so if u want to say something to me about this go ahead i give u all the chance to bitch me out. if u want to also u can beat the living shit out of me cause i just dont care anymore. i just feel like dying and if u want to help me along the way go ahead i dont care what u do but if u can help me get to the end of the rope to where i cant hang on anymore please help me.