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Yeah, so, i've been going to see a psychologist for the past few weeks, i'm not sever sure if i've gone 2 or 3 times... well my memory's defective, and in the meantime nothing happens, yeah, i've found out that i'm not depressed that i'm just angry, now i would like to clarify that i'm only angry because i'm disillusioned with authority figures at school and home (teachers/school system, and my parents.) So basically i hide my feelings of anger even from myself and that if i keep doing so, i will end up becoming depressed because i'm ingoring my feelings, he also said that i cant change school and my parents, so that there's going to have to be some other way of just ignoring it all, or figuring out to work it out so that i can positively use my skills to get past it. yeah well enough on that crappy subject, i really am pretty mad, oh man, in the past i've been passive agressive, which doesnt really do anything... i'm sorry everyone, just know that you all have no reason to deserve my anger and therefor none of you will be directly reciving any of it, not to say that you might not catch me at one of those times when i'm just a little ticked off at one of those other things, all you need to is talk to me, and make me forget that crap for a while, cause the only time that i'm ever calm any more is when i'm with the people that i care about - you guys - i'll have to stress how important all of my friends are to me and that i'll just say right now, don't worry as long as you're here, i will be too