WHY?!
Why does it seem when I'm always happiest issue's bring me down? Its funny a whole family thinks they are my friends and know who I am. I need to focus on work, But when my heart its molding to something faster than my brain is I can't concentrate.
I hate the boundries place apon me by society's view on what is politically and socially acceptable. Im CHELSEA, I never have wanted or ask to be anything more- Yet alone less. Im forever convicted on what I have done in my past that no one can see through it.
Why do I never get what I want? I just want the attention and devotion of someone there to hold my hand, whom I know will ALWAYS be there, and ALWAYS care for me.
Im waiting for that person to make me thiers.. At least Amber is my silver lining in the clouds.. the very dense clouds of now.
I hate the boundries place apon me by society's view on what is politically and socially acceptable. Im CHELSEA, I never have wanted or ask to be anything more- Yet alone less. Im forever convicted on what I have done in my past that no one can see through it.
Why do I never get what I want? I just want the attention and devotion of someone there to hold my hand, whom I know will ALWAYS be there, and ALWAYS care for me.
Im waiting for that person to make me thiers.. At least Amber is my silver lining in the clouds.. the very dense clouds of now.