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i didnt get the job in boulder. i was pretty sure i had it and i was certainly trying to over-analyze everything communicated to me to figure out what the deal was. buttt no. some other candidate got it.
ive been job searching semi-regularly for about a month and this was my only real lead. its pretty depressing not getting it, especially after how excited i was about it. i jsut feel totally hopeless right now and like i never will find a job. this sort of feels like when a guy dumps you right at the beginning when you think you really like him and then he ends up dating your friend instead.
today is a bad day.
ive been job searching semi-regularly for about a month and this was my only real lead. its pretty depressing not getting it, especially after how excited i was about it. i jsut feel totally hopeless right now and like i never will find a job. this sort of feels like when a guy dumps you right at the beginning when you think you really like him and then he ends up dating your friend instead.
today is a bad day.