Jan 12, 2006 19:57
heres an ? iv asked before.
i feel differnt now iv changed once again. do u kno that i dont even have the craving to drink, i do still kinda wanna smoke but im cool with out it. so who the hell am i? hmmmm can any1 answer my ? because i really dont know the answer. i really might be lost in who i am or was, iv asked my self this ? freshman year and i thought i found my self and i did but now im taking an drastic change i fear im growing up also becoming more responsible accept i havnt done my hw yet but i will soon. i love my girl i do fear she wants to become more reblouse cause she hasnt yet but if she gets to out of hand i will take charge and if she cant handle her self. i would have to prove to her that im not playing around. but im thinking she wont go out of hand but if she does then ill have to retaileate. but ofcourse we'v all gone though the rebelouse stage im thinking mines ending, funny gf's starting mines ending.
the future is ahead of me and ALL of us to who reads this its coming and its coming fast. But? r we trully ready can u actully be truly ready? im thinking not but i wish i was like those people who been paparing sence 8th grade or before saying they're gonna go to what college and get 4.0 grades i wish i was able to be like them iv NEVER my hole life gotten an 4.0 nore even near it and those. 4.0 ppl might be our bosses one day. but r we to stay average middle class ppl buying on credit and what we cant aford and while they buy new and better everything living an better life style. you know why because they'v been paparing sence they were born and now im still not even paparing yet just going with the flow and find out the older i get the shorter time i have to graduate.
well thoughs r thoughts of what iv been thinking today just one thought in one mind.
LMB