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I havent typed anything in here for a while, so no one will probably think to read this. But hey i guess it really doesnt matter. So much has been going wrong. it seems i cant just be happy with out something bad happening. As soon as i get over one thing, something else has to happen and fuck everything up. I lost most everything I held close. Theone thing that im still have is having douts. I can only hope that it all works out for the best. I know its hard but i hope you follow your heart. I wish i could get a break for once. How come every thing can be screwed up and bad, but not everything can be perfect? But i guess the good times wouldnt be there with out the bads. I just wish there wernt so many bads. Im so tierd of everything. Im tierd of hearing people say "dont worry it will get better" or "it doesnt matter if you dont like it, you just have to do it." Everything is building up, and Im about to lose it. Everything is wearing on my mind. Simple things dont seem so simple anymore. Everything seems like a big deal. Even the good things in my life seem to cuase problems. I just dont know anymore, i dont know what to do, i dont know what to feel. I dont know anything anymore.........
I still love you................@-->----------