i feel bitchy, oh so bitchy!
Alright, alright. so i thought i was all fine with kevin going to liz's house and to tell you the truth i was. but then i find out it is a small partyish thing and now i am pissed again. i feel like kevin doesn't even care to be with me at the moment. no i do not want to be worshipped and take up every moment of his time, but i have passed up a few social events to spend time with him instead. yeah people got disappointed that i'd rather see him, but they got over it. i guess i wish he felt the same about seeing me this weekend. i am not going to tell him what to do and say that i don't want him to go (regardless of how i really feel) because that would be wrong IMO. so i am just going to suck it up, (though probably remain pissed off) and hang out with eva friday night. i have other ways of expressing my anger/feelings of neglect than being controlling.....well that is enough self expression for now. i feel a touch better. end.