hum dee dum
ok, i feel really close to kevin after the last visit to his house and i realize i still love the kid. "love" is such a strange concept.... i will never understand it myself, all i can do is let things go the way they are meant to. something i keep in mind to slow my thoughts is "Love is an excuse to get hurt". you would think that would be depressing but it calms me down when i get worked up about love and feelings and such silly things. Bright Eyes is amazing, just don't listen when you are sad, or drinking, or both. coincidently kevin and i were both listening to Bright Eyes last night, me being somewhat sad, and him drinking. good thing we weren't doing all that together. well, i am not really going anywhere with this. so it ends.