Once again... I didn't go to school... I hate it there, but at the…: deathsgift

deathsgift

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Mar 29, 2005 12:04

Once again... I didn't go to school... I hate it there, but at the same time... I hate myself... I can't believe I'm just about giving up on something... I never give up... I mean I went out with Joe for almost five years... GOD!!! I miss that bastars, and itz eating me alive knowing he is so happy... I'm miserable... the only thing that makes life worth living is Keith...well... I think if I make a list it'll help some... no specific order... but at the same time the list may make me more sad cuz I don't have very much to live for... o well...
1. Keith
2. Lynn
3. Chris
4. Work
5. The Camp
6. The Gathering
7. Juggalos... even if I hardly know any...
8. movies
9. T.V.
10.The fact that I will drive again someday... i miss it...
11. money... when I finally get some
12. Sex... haha... with only one... Keith of course hehe
13. The thought that I'm needed by some
14. Music... mostly psychopathic records
15. And I'm starting to struggle... so... the thought that one day I WILL be happy!!!
Buried In Pieces...
Death's Gift