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[deathsexdolly]

hello...whoever...yeah. okay well just to let you all know, i'm grounded. i got in a fight with my dad and i guess...well i dont remember why exactly i'm grounded, but it probably has to do with swearing at my dad and telling him i hate him and...telling him he should be in hell...stuff like that. anyways i'm home alone, on my sister's screen name thing, how pathetic, right, but my dad deleted all the applications on my computer sooo i can't exactly get on to mine. uhh so terms of grounding for anyone who's interested: midnight bedtime (forever....) no tv no movies no computer no camera no music (no ipod, no radio, no itunes, no cds, my stereo was thrown out my second floor window onto the basement door/snow...it's dead.) uhh i have to be with my mom or dad at all points of the day, meaning 6:00 am i have to go to work with my mom. i havent slept since monday, except in my mom's car for three hours one of those days. i have to work FOR my mom, and not get paid... my room is no longer considered my room, therefore i can't have anything in it. my dad dumped my dresser on the floor and ripped a bunch of stuff off the wall, i put most of it back up. i took my closet door off and put it in the actual doorway, hahaha... my dad got mad and took it down, but still. i'm not allowed to leave my room when i'm home.. my dad took away a bunch of my books... my cat basically spends all his time in my room though, and my sister listens to the beatles in her room because i bribed her, and i got every rolling stone and spin from the library and my mom buys me things and keeps me away from home as much as possible because she thinks my dad's being a shithead. haha i told her i was leaving for new years and going to burlington with max and stuff and she told me i couldnt leave and bribed me with purple shoes, a trip to burlington with friends, $100, a trip to nyc, a nice coat, bringing me to any show i want to go to, a new stereo, and a door for my room. seriously. all of those things. just for not leaving. *shrug* i think it's worth it cause i'd be grounded for like a month if i left (even though i was kicked out) parents are so fucked up. anyways, my dad's at work, my mom's grooming my grandmother's dog, my sister's at rachel zankowski's. my mom left me here, she said she'd deal with my dad if he came home and i was alone but said not to get caught watching tv or something, ha. SO yeah. i think i'm done.

DIANE come over sometime next week and help me with mermaid hair cause i want it. i'll see you all monday....unless you're mya or ellie and LIVE FAR FAR AWAY AND I"LL NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN. not really though. i'm tired and i just read 4 very long articles on the strokes for the third time. excuse me.