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I'm not going to school tomorrow. Fuck that. I have an english essay that I don't want to write at all, so I'll procrastinate. plus I'm tired and pissy and cynical, and don't want to go.
I think I annoy Ryan.
'Chocolate sour cream frosting' WHAT THE FUCK, EW.
Pantothenic Acid sounds frightening to me, but funny at the same time. Who would name an acid after pants? Too cool.
My cat is attacking my fishnets. meh. I HATE GUINEA PIGS. Seriously, if you're gonna have a pet, get one that ISN'T afraid of you. *kicks my sister* *gets stuck* *cries out for help* *dies*
Who wants to see Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind with me? Jim Carrey somehow reminds me of Dave Grohl in the pictures for it. It comes out like...the 19th, and I wanna see it, and not with Trevor. He keeps asking me places, and I'd like to just scream at him to fuck off but I'd feel bad. I do have good reasons to yell at him, but still. He's so pathetic.
Today was pointless. God, I feel like a fucking drone, I hate it. I need to actually do something. I'm looking forward to Regionals, I haven't been to a festival in too long. I wish we had Yankee again, that was amazingly fun, it made me realize how i just need a different crowd. I get sick of people waaaay too fast. I wonder if anyone's noticed that. It might be like...I feel like I run out of things to say to people, and get self conscious and run away.
I don't know what to talk about with Chaz anymore. I wish people would just...start talking. That's probably hypocritical, but I love listening to people. I think the only reason I miss Chaz is he was always there and always talkative, and I loved it. I should make this friends only or something but I don't fucking care.
I really do like compliments. Why do I lie to myself? Maybe because I want to hear the truth and I think people are making shit up. Aw now I understand Kiki a little more.
I think I annoy Ryan.
'Chocolate sour cream frosting' WHAT THE FUCK, EW.
Pantothenic Acid sounds frightening to me, but funny at the same time. Who would name an acid after pants? Too cool.
My cat is attacking my fishnets. meh. I HATE GUINEA PIGS. Seriously, if you're gonna have a pet, get one that ISN'T afraid of you. *kicks my sister* *gets stuck* *cries out for help* *dies*
Who wants to see Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind with me? Jim Carrey somehow reminds me of Dave Grohl in the pictures for it. It comes out like...the 19th, and I wanna see it, and not with Trevor. He keeps asking me places, and I'd like to just scream at him to fuck off but I'd feel bad. I do have good reasons to yell at him, but still. He's so pathetic.
Today was pointless. God, I feel like a fucking drone, I hate it. I need to actually do something. I'm looking forward to Regionals, I haven't been to a festival in too long. I wish we had Yankee again, that was amazingly fun, it made me realize how i just need a different crowd. I get sick of people waaaay too fast. I wonder if anyone's noticed that. It might be like...I feel like I run out of things to say to people, and get self conscious and run away.
I don't know what to talk about with Chaz anymore. I wish people would just...start talking. That's probably hypocritical, but I love listening to people. I think the only reason I miss Chaz is he was always there and always talkative, and I loved it. I should make this friends only or something but I don't fucking care.
I really do like compliments. Why do I lie to myself? Maybe because I want to hear the truth and I think people are making shit up. Aw now I understand Kiki a little more.