Oct 24, 2004 16:14
i wish i could go back and stop myself, i fucked up so bad. i lost her. god im such a fucking dumbass please everyone hate me from now on just hate me please because i could never get over this loss and i wanna feel as bad as possible. Julia im sorry for hurting you i hope you can forgive me i hope we can still be friends God i hope we can be as clos as we were before we were going out and before i put you through this. im so God i dont know. tomorow who ever knows me and is reading this just kick my ass please i need it. Julia do you hate me? Can we be friends like before? Can you trust me at all?
I need you back i still love you please can you give me another chance?
God im such an asshole i never wanna hurt anyone especially Julia ever again just fucking take me already