Dec 23, 2004 08:36
wow jezus i havnt writin in for ever...but this is gonna be short cause im on my way out to go ride and play with a atv...ok from the start..im dating a guy named brian and i got a new horse...my horses name is jade she doesn't have a full name yet...she will becomeming home from the races jan 1st yey! and will retire to just be a dressage horse and a best friend. my friend jay(jessica for those who no her by that) has a pregnate horse. her name is pearl and she is a dark golden color. she is due around dawns birthday. o yea wow jades birthday is comming up really soon. feb 22 wow she will be 3...yey i can't wait.
yea brian comes over alot and he has helped me a lot through this time... everytime i turn around i se ppl being happy and i get mad because they have what they want and i cant have what i want. the one thing that i want is just to have dawn back and healthy. i know it wont ever happen but oh well i miss her a lot.. i tend now to talk to myself like i was talking to her so please dont think im crazy if im walking and talking to my self cause im not im talking to my best friend who is always there to listen to me. yea every one has had to put up with me... like just the other day i was in the mall and i seen a picture that looked exactly like dawn but i had no money which really sucked and i started crying because i started to think of her. yea i also am like just now relizing that she really is gone... it has takin me a while but im comming back into the reall world. im becoming myself again. its kinda hard being yourself when you dont have ur best friend with you. well jezus i could write i a lot more but seirra and star and apallo are all waiting to be ridin and the atvs are really lookin fun...g2g i love you all
till death do us part my ever lasting love for you shall never die....
SHERI
i love you dawn, jade, brian, erin, and every one who has had to put up with me