Nov 15, 2005 15:51
i guess i just have to write things down now...did i just witness what i think i witnessed? we saw exactly the same thing...experienced death. i've finally killed my conciousness properly this time and was reborn to the greatest idea in the world...clarity. i feel i know the truth now and im ready to listen to myself for the first time in my entire life...my true self. i've learned about different levels of thinking this time. three dimensions if you will...but our conciousness gets in the way. how many times have you truely absorbed the impact of a question you've been afraid to ask yourself? at the time i didnt know what to believe anymore...godflesh.
can you say that you truely know? maybe some are just too afraid to know...maybe some won't be able to handle the truth...how many people will truely see? i feel what i must do. '...im just living!'
only this time im living life with my eyes open... i just hope i won't forget anytime soon....
i've finally become the director of my movie of life. i write the soundtrack everyday and i've finally killed everyone on the set. all that's left is a eerie but peaceful calm. the afterglow of warfare. a place to start again. renew. rebuild. start over. a second chance. the otherside of a black hole...true reality.oneness. wholeness. ' a whole lot of clarity, man'
'...thanks for hanging out with me'