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My mom is making me feel like shit. I can't even explain. I wish she would realize what she does to me. She hurts me so fucking bad. I am never good enough for her, I never make her happy by reading her mind or throwing away my life to please her. I hate this feeling. I don't like having negitive shit all around me. It is so hurtful *sigh* Hopefully this is some kind of sharing release for me since I am so pint up. Being optimisstic is the job of a bitch, I guess that's me.