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Jul 20, 2005 21:30


In my hands, good fortune
Caress my equal with slightest touch
The sound of your voice keeps me still
And i'm sorry i avoid your questions

I'd never falter now that we're even
Explain why you will
Take while you can it's never even
While we lay still
I'd never falter now that we're even
Explain why you will
Take while you can it's never even
While we lay still

A place to run, it's colder
And peace of mind takes its own time for us
And in the same breath we argue
And it MUST be a sign of closeness i guess

I'd never falter now that we're even
Explain why you will
Take while you can it's never even
While we lay still
I'd never falter now that we're even
Explain why you will
Take while you can it's never even
While we lay still

Why do i feel like this? Drugs.
What do i not want to do? Drugs.
What do i want to do? Drugs.
What makes me so depressed? Drugs.
What makes me cut myself? Drugs.
What makes me so desperate to die? Drugs and No band.
What makes me not do it? No balls.

I cried today for the first time in AGES. And i cried for no reason. To find out what this no reason was then all you need to do is ask but no one does. I have learnt what you give you dont recieve back. Life's a Bitch. This may not make sense because i am adding things in random places.

I want nothing to do with drugs. I want nothing to do with anyone apart from people who are willing to help me. I want someone in my life who can understand me but no one does. I want people to talk to me because i miss people i used to be friends with. I miss everyone. Yet again what you want and what you get are two different things.

Take what you can its never even
Why I lay still.
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