I know i'm not broken.
Today was CRAP. Sarah wanted to 'talk' to me. I had to do something. It upset her and i hate hurting people so i should be (Cant think of any word). Well apart from that i am crap anyway. Spanish is hard. Aparently i 'Cant be bothered' according to my tutor. Yeah ok when its too hard. Lisas hair looked cool today (deserves a mention!) even though she will never read this. And before you ask David, we are only friends.
Well why can't somone caring and nice like me. Instead of a man eater. It really brings me to the conclusion. Why does she like me? I have nothing special. I am crap. I am ugly. I am horrible. I am alone. Sometimes i just wish i was invisible and other times i wish i was noticed by a few people.
Also shows how loved i am. All of my old friends went to Chaz's party as well. And the hermit. = Everyone has forgotten about me as usual. I don't deserve an invite. It shows how much of a shitty crappy fucked up friend i am. Well not even a friend anyway.
Well I am always tired/depressed/lonely these days. Never a happy moment at the moment. However the brief encounter with Graham on IRC was fun. www.bash.org
Lonelyness is so degrading, it makes you believe even more its you. As i believe.
Jamie
~x~
Well why can't somone caring and nice like me. Instead of a man eater. It really brings me to the conclusion. Why does she like me? I have nothing special. I am crap. I am ugly. I am horrible. I am alone. Sometimes i just wish i was invisible and other times i wish i was noticed by a few people.
Also shows how loved i am. All of my old friends went to Chaz's party as well. And the hermit. = Everyone has forgotten about me as usual. I don't deserve an invite. It shows how much of a shitty crappy fucked up friend i am. Well not even a friend anyway.
Well I am always tired/depressed/lonely these days. Never a happy moment at the moment. However the brief encounter with Graham on IRC was fun. www.bash.org
Lonelyness is so degrading, it makes you believe even more its you. As i believe.
Jamie
~x~