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[deaths_angel_n]

You ever say something terrible and you're unsure if you meant it or not?
I said something really terrible about Taryn's girl yesterday. Something ridiculously terrible. I said I wanted something to happen to her, something fucked up and wrong. And I didn't take it back to the person I said it to. I don't know if I really want it to happen or not, and taking it back without knowing that I didn't mean it is stupid. I don't really care all that much about it, i'm just freaked out. And that freaks me out even more because,
I didn't realize I had crossed that line.