Dec 23, 2004 13:17
OMG. ok well... things changed a little bit. my ex just asked me back out again. he was so sweet. he said... "can i have you for christmas?" it was so sweet but you know what i said i would think about it. ok first off i don't like him like that. why you ask...well i just don't. i have to get to know him as a friend. I don't want to hurt him i really dont. I told him i wouldn't consider it again unless he has a job. he agreed to that one. I think when he does get a job i will say no when i have to decide. There is way too many guys that i like who hopefully like me. i don't go out with more than one person at a time so when i am in a commitment i kinda kill flirting with all the other guys and i like the flirting cuz i like the options and i am just confused.... anyway...someone said they would call me today but didn't.... brad!!!!!!!!!! lol oh well he still might call... hopefully. he is probably busy. oh well. i am gonna go now. bye