Present
Sometimes it's so hard to live in the present. I am not who I was and I have no idea who I will become. So yeah it's a waste of time to obesses about things. A certain someone from my pasts makes me feel horrible, just by looking at their picture a surge of resentment comes over me. I not some crazy person but for some reason I want to blame so much of my misfortune on this one part of my life that involved them. Would of, Could of Should of...
I just want to be happy now. So I have to constantly remind myself I am here and now.
In other news I had some crazy ass detox last night! It's gotta be sugar or some other evil culprit. It felt like drug withdrawls and the symptoms were itchy skin, sweating tossing and turning and rapid thoughts. I so hope I am over it.
I just want to be happy now. So I have to constantly remind myself I am here and now.
In other news I had some crazy ass detox last night! It's gotta be sugar or some other evil culprit. It felt like drug withdrawls and the symptoms were itchy skin, sweating tossing and turning and rapid thoughts. I so hope I am over it.