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Focused on her the whole time. Content at every smirk and smile. Slowely, surely, pushing, edging my fingers closer, inch by inch. Never knew, never saw it comming. Her hand laid there, upon the rest. In the final scene, when it was just about to finish, mine touched hers, not a word, just a turn and a smile......
Would be nice if dreams didn't always screw with ya wouldn't it?
Again, i was too stubborn to listen to any1, and i tried, failed. I went from running away, to taking the shot, and as luck would have it, missed the target....
Well who even knows what the hell ive been doin lately, i don't care, don't wana remember. Feel like shit today, i knew i would so i can't say i wasn't ready for it...
I've been asked about being mad lately, would i be mad if blah blah blah.....i always said no, well i am mad, at myself, for yet again being a stubboorn jackass....
The irony of it is, i had been so confident, i wasnt nervous the whole movie, and then when i had felt so sure, i blew it!
Dads in the hospital today, kidney stones...gonna go see him later....
Time to absorb myself with music, video games, golf, anything else...
As much as i want to, i don't even care, i'm gonna be more stubborn than ever, not gonna give up...the movie was good till i made it akward, maybe a different day, things will be better....can't trust my dreams on that 1 though....infact i never told any1 this, so heres why i wake up so early, i hate sleeping cuz i hate to dream, i always listen to my dreams, assuming they're right, and it always goes wrong, so i try n sleep as little as possible while being able to function fine....
So much for the "Happy Ending".
Would be nice if dreams didn't always screw with ya wouldn't it?
Again, i was too stubborn to listen to any1, and i tried, failed. I went from running away, to taking the shot, and as luck would have it, missed the target....
Well who even knows what the hell ive been doin lately, i don't care, don't wana remember. Feel like shit today, i knew i would so i can't say i wasn't ready for it...
I've been asked about being mad lately, would i be mad if blah blah blah.....i always said no, well i am mad, at myself, for yet again being a stubboorn jackass....
The irony of it is, i had been so confident, i wasnt nervous the whole movie, and then when i had felt so sure, i blew it!
Dads in the hospital today, kidney stones...gonna go see him later....
Time to absorb myself with music, video games, golf, anything else...
As much as i want to, i don't even care, i'm gonna be more stubborn than ever, not gonna give up...the movie was good till i made it akward, maybe a different day, things will be better....can't trust my dreams on that 1 though....infact i never told any1 this, so heres why i wake up so early, i hate sleeping cuz i hate to dream, i always listen to my dreams, assuming they're right, and it always goes wrong, so i try n sleep as little as possible while being able to function fine....
So much for the "Happy Ending".